Underwear and fishnets were my gateway drugs. I've been crossdressing since I was 13, had my first bisexual experience at 16, touched my first (other than mine) penis at 18, cross-dressed for several Halloweens, shaved my legs for powder-puff in high school.... I've always loved getting dolled up and being feminine. After I put on fishnets, panties, and a bra for the first time, I KNEW I wanted cock. I started spit-roasting myself in the shower with thick dildos every chance I could get. I even stuck one to a guitar case and rode it for hours once. Eventually I ended up blatantly volunteering to suck off a gay friend of mine, taking him back to my room, swallowing his 7 inches like a pro, and letting him blow his hot load all over my chest. I stayed limp like a good little sissy the whole time. It was incredible. I think about it a lot. I also think about becoming the next starlet trans pornstar a lot.